Wednesday, July 2, 2008

Inert

To unconventionally express thoughts of the common mind,
Seeking answers scattered in the realms of the living world,
With every breath seeks the air of resolution and truth,
We grasp the tree of ambiguity for the fruits of life we long to find.

Actions are never meant to be in motion of obscurity,
Rather each action transcends crystal clear motives of the human soul,
Although it is caged among steel bars of insecurity and doubt,
the cyst of intentions portrays itself in the most natural of causes.

Like a mime performs in reality with its actions as an art of objective invisibility,
Waving his hands in the air as his spectators are expectant of its representation,

Like a man in front of the eyes of the woman he likes,
His actions inert as she walks in front of him,
But deep in the abyss of his mind,
True words of intent are screaming to be heard,
Yet, he is left like a mime,
a silent performer with only his eyes hoping to capture hers,
And the invisible arms and limbs of his feelings are left paralyzed in dejection.

Tuesday, July 1, 2008

Gym-ing around...

I've finally started going to the gym. I've always wanted to do this ever since i noticed that i needed to go to one. Actually when i was still working in Kuching, i had "plans" to start already, but it only became "plans" and never got to start at all... hahaha...

Well, the only reason why i can't ever start with one is because going to branded gyms are too expensive and even once i'm there in that gym, you have to separately pay the gym instructor; that was a big no-no to me, because: 1. I don't have that much money; 2. even if i can pay the monthly fees of the gym, I wouldn't know my way around the gym and might ending up hurting myself.

The gym here at the Benpres Building is quite alright, since I'm working in a company under the Lopez Group of Companies, we have (i think) a special price, and plus, we have a gym instructor to guide us through the weight exercise process. So for me, this is a good deal.

Alright, enough said about the reason why it took me so long to start going to the gym. As I have said, everything has its purpose. And the main reasons or purposes of going to the gym at this part of my life is because: 1. I need to regain the original playing style i had in football, wherein i was tireless, full of speed and had (I think i still have today, but slower) exceptional dribbling skills (sounds exaggerated, but I should say its true...hehehe) and, 2. This coming December, I'll be attending the wedding of my cousin E.F Garcia, and with the mindset of those group of people so much concerned with the physical and the material aspect of a person, I'd better work on my exterior sculpture, just to satisfy the means of the occasion.

Its actually a win-win for me, because even if I don't give that much attention on how i look, I need to perform well in football, because not being able to do what my mind does during the game is killing me inside.

A good enough reason to start gym right? Just hope all goes well and i can "mold" myself to looking fit and right! hahaha!

Note: The reason why i said "mold" is because its not a trimming process of why i'm going to the gym, rather, its a "molding' process, because this is more on "molding" my fats like clay! =)

First of many?

Again, I start a new blog site.

As other bloggers like me would begin any momentous event such as this, we will describe why we started this blog, blah blah, this and that.

And I believe human intentions have a reason on why it becomes an "intention" in the first place. Well, the intention of this blog is to actually digitally document my thoughts on things I think is worth writing, and on things I think would not need worth or reason to write at all.

The freedom to write or blog online is fantastic, and imagine all your thoughts and views are being read (hopefully) by global surfers of the Internet. Just Fantastic!

I'm too lazy to do fancy graphics, so expect ordinary font and format of the default settings.

My first blog on Blogger ends here, till my next article or blog, Cheers!